HALLOWEEN :) okay well, not quite. But tonight I have my grad dance. Every year there is a dance for jsut the grads, and every year its a halloween dance. SO I am dressing up like someone would for a masquerade party. I have a dress I wore a few years ago to a christmas prom and i have a mask and I am gunna wear some killer heels and look fab :) I even have my boyfriend wearing a mask so we are going to be a masqurade couple ;) hehe so I'm pretty excited!!
So Im on my free period right now and Im with my friend Kelsey :) We usually just come to the library and sit and gossip and play around on the computer. No one knows about my blog. Not even kelsey. I dont tell my friends. This is like a diary to me, and I dont want all my feelings and stuff out for everyone to know about. Like I can get pretty personal on here. I'd rather have you strangers judging me then my peers, friends and family. Maybe someday I'll tell people about it...but until then lets keep this between us, okay? Not that your going to tell anyone becasuse NO ONE READS THIS. oh well.
I have always loved music. Like I love it on a whole other level. I get goosebumps if its meaningful. The lyrics carry me away and then Im lost in pure sin. Its how it always is for me. So I started writing my own songs. Im pretty self concious about it so maybe someday i'll post some on here so you can tell me if they suck or not.
well I think i'm going to go now. free period is over and i need to go get my costume from my locker and then go to next class. lots of running around to do! hope everyone has a good thursday night, I know I will because i'm going to DANCE THE NIGHT AWAY :) Bye People!
Peace and Love
-J
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Thursday, October 28, 2010
The Story Of Us- Taylor Swift
I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say they're the lucky ones.
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.
Oh a simple complication,Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
Too many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.
[CHORUS:]Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah.
I don't know what to say, it's a twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
Next chapter
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
You're doing your best to avoid me.
I started to think one day I'd tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,I've never heard silence quite this loud.
[CHORUS:]Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah.
I don't know what to say, it's a twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
This is looking like a contest,Of who can act like the careless,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you say you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.
[CHORUS:]Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah.
I don't know what to say, it's a twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we're not speaking,And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah.
I don't know what to say, it's a twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
The end.
How we met and the sparks flew instantly,
People would say they're the lucky ones.
I used to know my place was a spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat,
'Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on.
Oh a simple complication,Miscommunications lead to fall-out.
Too many things that I wish you knew,
So many walls that I can't break through.
[CHORUS:]Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah.
I don't know what to say, it's a twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
Next chapter
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy,
You're doing your best to avoid me.
I started to think one day I'd tell the story of us,
How I was losing my mind when I saw you here,
But you held your pride like you should've held me.
Oh, I'm scared to see the ending,Why are we pretending this is nothing?
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how,I've never heard silence quite this loud.
[CHORUS:]Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah.
I don't know what to say, it's a twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
This is looking like a contest,Of who can act like the careless,
But I liked it better when you were on my side.
The battle's in your hands now,
But I would lay my armor down
If you say you'd rather love than fight.
So many things that you wished I knew,
But the story of us might be ending soon.
[CHORUS:]Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room and we're not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah.
I don't know what to say, it's a twist of fate when it all broke down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now, now, now.
And we're not speaking,And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me, yeah.
I don't know what to say, it's a twist of fate 'cause we're going down,
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.
The end.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Friday, October 22, 2010
Beauty Varies with people
These are a bunch of blogs that you should definatly check out!!!
http://dashingkardashian.blogspot.com/
http://antagonistwitch.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog
http://cloudlessnotions.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog
http://www.cochemartin.com/?expref=next-blog
http://rittlesong.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog
http://witekf1.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog
http://asufa2008.blogspot.com/
Will write againg soon, even though i know this isn't exactly a post, its alright, at least im updating you a bit. my free period is over now so TOODLES.
p.s- ITS FRIDAY :) weekend here I come!! I'm thowing my best friend's baby shower tomorrow! I'll let you know how it goes!! :)
xoxo, J
http://dashingkardashian.blogspot.com/
http://antagonistwitch.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog
http://cloudlessnotions.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog
http://www.cochemartin.com/?expref=next-blog
http://rittlesong.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog
http://witekf1.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog
http://asufa2008.blogspot.com/
Will write againg soon, even though i know this isn't exactly a post, its alright, at least im updating you a bit. my free period is over now so TOODLES.
p.s- ITS FRIDAY :) weekend here I come!! I'm thowing my best friend's baby shower tomorrow! I'll let you know how it goes!! :)
xoxo, J
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
PSS:
just saw this blog, the pictures are BEAUTIFUL!! http://threesixtwo.blogspot.com/?expref=next-blog
"There is nothing in a caterpillar that tells you it's going to be a butterfly"
Well, oh my gosh! It's only been since May 18th since the last time I wrote ont his. So I'm DEFINATLY overdue for a new blog post.
I know no one reads this, but here I go.
My life is going pretty good now-a-days. My dad got me a car two weeks ago so im saving up for car insurance and then I'll be all over the road! Oh yah by the way I got my licence in august! :)
My boyfriend and I broke up around the first of august, and when the first day of school came I realized I still liked him alot! But It was kinda late because he was dating one of my old best friends. B!$@h :) anywhoo. They gut pretty serious pretty fast (if yah know what I mean) and while he was dating her he was messing around with me. I know right, me!, being the other woman. Even I couldnt except that fact for awhile. Anywho, they lasted like two weeks (bc they fought more then we ever did) and he broke up with her and Him and I have been working on getting back on track with us. We're so much better now and I'm glad we're back together :)
So I went to the "Cavendish Country Music Festival" in july and it was AAAMMMAAZZING!! Taylor swift, Lady Antebellum, Tara Oram were my favorites! There were lots of other ones too that were great but I enjoyed them the most. This is alittle bit of info, if you wanna check it out. My province has had it for the past two years, which im SO thankful for haha. http://www.cmt.ca/Events/EventItem.aspx?event_id=3170 I went on Saturday and Sunday. It pretty much MADE my life. I cried when taylor came out and like cried every song after that. I BAULLED when she sang "forever and always" because that was my favorite song by her then (now it's "speak now") It was soo crazy to se her upt here singing the song i've listened to on my ipod so many friggin times! It was amazing, I def wana see her live again. Lady antebellum though are THE BEST PERFORMERS EVER. I was standing in the pouring rain with water dripping off my nose having the most fun i've ever had! It wasnt as crowded as the taylor swift concert and everyone was having more fun. They were so relaxed and comfortable. and the main guy (i forget his name oops) he had this black tshirt on and he was soaked so it was sticking to him, can you say WOW HOT?! Becasuse thats what I was saying that night, and I'll still say it now! WOW HOTT!!!! :) It was a wonderful night and I can't wait to see what next summer brigns! :)
So right now I am writing this on my free period at school. THATS RIGHT EVERYONE, THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN! and this time it's even better becasueeeeee *drum roll*......IM IN GRADE TWELVE! :) So all this torture is only a few years more away from being over with. I'll Graduate in June, and then what you ask? I HAVE NO IDEA! Ugh it's so tough deciding what you wanna do after high school. So many questions. so many "what ifs". Like, What if i make the worst mistake EVER and get stuck with a job i hate? exactly, i don't know either :(. Hoepfully i decid quickly or else I'l be syuck living with my parents for a loooong time!
Speaking of my parents. Im a teenager so im allowed to say this.....MY PARENTS PISS ME OFF. like ALLLOTT. My mom doesnt let anyone relax. I could go to school then work then home and she'd STILL expect me to clean the whole damn house. Its ridiulous. and yesterday I had the worst headache ever and she woke me up to do dishes and then let me go back to sleep. Ugh it was crazy, and I can't say anything to her or she'll FREAK at me.
Well, it was nice chatting to no-one. Seriously, if your reading all this crap, take the time to comment to I feel like I'm not talking to a wall! Thanks :)
Bell is going to ring here in a few minutes so I better go. I have my singing class next. :) Gotta be ready for that! The librarian will prob kick me out if I don't go. I'll update you more later!!
Lots of Love,
Janna Banana
P.S: How do you get someone to get over someone else when they love them so much? One of my best friends still loves her ex, but he cheated ALOT and keeps coming back to get her confused. We all tell her leave him in the dust but she loves him alot and if he wanted her, she'd do anything. If he asked, she'd prob jump of a skyscraper for him, jsut saying. I need serious re-inforcements to help with this. So, Come on, how do I get her over him when what he says goes?!
I know no one reads this, but here I go.
My life is going pretty good now-a-days. My dad got me a car two weeks ago so im saving up for car insurance and then I'll be all over the road! Oh yah by the way I got my licence in august! :)
My boyfriend and I broke up around the first of august, and when the first day of school came I realized I still liked him alot! But It was kinda late because he was dating one of my old best friends. B!$@h :) anywhoo. They gut pretty serious pretty fast (if yah know what I mean) and while he was dating her he was messing around with me. I know right, me!, being the other woman. Even I couldnt except that fact for awhile. Anywho, they lasted like two weeks (bc they fought more then we ever did) and he broke up with her and Him and I have been working on getting back on track with us. We're so much better now and I'm glad we're back together :)
So I went to the "Cavendish Country Music Festival" in july and it was AAAMMMAAZZING!! Taylor swift, Lady Antebellum, Tara Oram were my favorites! There were lots of other ones too that were great but I enjoyed them the most. This is alittle bit of info, if you wanna check it out. My province has had it for the past two years, which im SO thankful for haha. http://www.cmt.ca/Events/EventItem.aspx?event_id=3170 I went on Saturday and Sunday. It pretty much MADE my life. I cried when taylor came out and like cried every song after that. I BAULLED when she sang "forever and always" because that was my favorite song by her then (now it's "speak now") It was soo crazy to se her upt here singing the song i've listened to on my ipod so many friggin times! It was amazing, I def wana see her live again. Lady antebellum though are THE BEST PERFORMERS EVER. I was standing in the pouring rain with water dripping off my nose having the most fun i've ever had! It wasnt as crowded as the taylor swift concert and everyone was having more fun. They were so relaxed and comfortable. and the main guy (i forget his name oops) he had this black tshirt on and he was soaked so it was sticking to him, can you say WOW HOT?! Becasuse thats what I was saying that night, and I'll still say it now! WOW HOTT!!!! :) It was a wonderful night and I can't wait to see what next summer brigns! :)
So right now I am writing this on my free period at school. THATS RIGHT EVERYONE, THAT TIME OF YEAR AGAIN! and this time it's even better becasueeeeee *drum roll*......IM IN GRADE TWELVE! :) So all this torture is only a few years more away from being over with. I'll Graduate in June, and then what you ask? I HAVE NO IDEA! Ugh it's so tough deciding what you wanna do after high school. So many questions. so many "what ifs". Like, What if i make the worst mistake EVER and get stuck with a job i hate? exactly, i don't know either :(. Hoepfully i decid quickly or else I'l be syuck living with my parents for a loooong time!
Speaking of my parents. Im a teenager so im allowed to say this.....MY PARENTS PISS ME OFF. like ALLLOTT. My mom doesnt let anyone relax. I could go to school then work then home and she'd STILL expect me to clean the whole damn house. Its ridiulous. and yesterday I had the worst headache ever and she woke me up to do dishes and then let me go back to sleep. Ugh it was crazy, and I can't say anything to her or she'll FREAK at me.
Well, it was nice chatting to no-one. Seriously, if your reading all this crap, take the time to comment to I feel like I'm not talking to a wall! Thanks :)
Bell is going to ring here in a few minutes so I better go. I have my singing class next. :) Gotta be ready for that! The librarian will prob kick me out if I don't go. I'll update you more later!!
Lots of Love,
Janna Banana
P.S: How do you get someone to get over someone else when they love them so much? One of my best friends still loves her ex, but he cheated ALOT and keeps coming back to get her confused. We all tell her leave him in the dust but she loves him alot and if he wanted her, she'd do anything. If he asked, she'd prob jump of a skyscraper for him, jsut saying. I need serious re-inforcements to help with this. So, Come on, how do I get her over him when what he says goes?!
what artist on your ipod has the most songs?
Oh god thats a tough one, i Have soooo many songs by soooo many different artist. Maybe Taylor swift? Idk...
If you could do snooki, or the situation, which one would you do?
I would love to meet snooki!! But If i was "doing" one of them, im sure i'd pick the guy, haha. Did I mention my mom got me a "I love the situation" tshirt for christmas. don't ask how i know that... :)
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Timing Is Everything....
I laid in bed that night and thought about the day and how my life is like a roller coaster ride, the ups and downs and crazy turns along the way, It'll throw you off if you don't hold on tight, you can't really smile until you've shed some tears, I could die today or I might live on years,I love this crazy, tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful, beautiful life.
Hey Everybody! Don't you love that quote? I thought you would! I'm sorry I've been uncommitted to my blog! School is, crazy, and my social life is....full of drama! My boyfriend and I fight so much, it's starting to be weird when we DON'T fight. At this exact moment I am watching season one of the Hills (yay!) It is my obsession, if you have not seen it you MUST go out and rent/buy it! Lauren Conrad is my IDOL! Her and Taylor Swift :) plus my mom! great group of girls right there!! hehe so how have you been? I've been alright.There have been a few moments with the boyfriend where i've almost lost it and broken it off right there and then. He makes things into bigger deals then they need to be and soemtimes acts like the girl in our relationship and it drives me up the wall! I wish I had the Confidence of LC. She is the most amazing person I've ever seen on reality TV. I know what your thinking. Did she jsut say reality tv?! Well folks, That I did! Shes AMAZING. you have to see her for yourself to completely understand where I'm coming from.
Did you ever feel like your entire life was a big joke. Like it's not actually you living it, your just playing along until your actual life comes along. Thats what I feel. I feel like high school is a big play with a bunch of characters. Like all those years in elementary and junior high were like an audition to see who you'll play in high school. They cast a jerk as your boyfriend to get good ratings, and they make your friends have so much drama in their lives to get people hooked and want to watch over and over again. It's pretty sad, but, thats how it is.
I want to live in LA. I want to be able to go put my feet in the california coast water and feel at ease. I want to feel the sun on my skin and the wind in my hair, sand between my toes. I'd never look back. It'd be my haven. My place to be me and become who I was always ment to be. There will be nothing stopping me and someday I WILL live there...
the only thing is...timing is everything.....
I'll write you soon loverss!
xoxo
Janna.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Have you broken any bones? If so, how?
My arm. and I was running (it was fall) and the ground was hard. I fell on the ground on my arm. It hurt alot.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
who's going to save you when the stars fall from your sky?
okay. so. Today was like any other day, only difference was my boyfriend and I weren't fighting...
that is....until lunch.
We have been fighting SO much the last few weeks. It puts so much pressure on me and I dont know what to do about it. I try and try but he doesn't think I am trying and just..ugh! It's like quicksand and I can't get out, I just keep sinking deeper and deeper into it. Its so horrible being out of control of my emotions. So the day ended today with an hour and a half phone conversation with me crying. When I got up and looked in the mirror I can mascarra ALL OVER my face. It was crazy!
SO anyways, that's over with. the next big thing is....drum roll please... I GOT MY TAYLOR SWIFT/LADY ANTEBELLUM TICKETS FOR THIS SUMMER!!! AHHH EEEEK <3 :). Haha yeah I know I sound pretty obsessed but COMEON who in their right minds wouldnt want to go. They are amazing! I cannot wait. This will be so amazing! EEK! There is a five day country concert thing-a-ma-gigger going on where I live. Weeeellll not where I live exactly, but I like on an island so everything is really close together, Yay PEI ;) ANYWHO the concerts are taking place in cavendish and i can't wait it is going to be the best experiance EVERRRR! Get your tickets now if you havent all ready because they're going FAST!
Also, other news. I need to get a root canal. EW!? I know right! The nurse person was like "It won't even hurt at all because technology is so much better these days" THAT DOESNT HELP ME STOP BEING SCARED OUT OF MY MIND! I have a fear of needles and dentists and such things related. I cry still...and I'm almost seventeen. haha.
ALSSSOOO. Come this sunday it will be EXACTLY ONE MONTH until I turn SEVENTEEN! This is so exciting! Big Party HERE I COME! ;) Haha probably not though. I'll probably have like three friends over and make supper. Something like that haha. It'll probably be really boring. Oh well, BRING ON THE PRESENTS :P
GUESS WHAT! I get my Licence In ONEE month! My dad and brother and step dad like to kid that I'm a horrible driver but I'm actually quite good! My mom stands up for me (she's the one I mostly drive with!) so with her on my side I think I'm okay. I jsut can't wait to be able to drive around all by myself!!!! Frig there is SO much to be excited for the next few months, birthday, licence, I get my dicount card at work(you get it if you've worked there for six months) the concerts in canvendish and SO MUCH MORE! I'll keep you posted.
I'll write again soon.
P.s: You Rock!
xoxo
Janna
that is....until lunch.
We have been fighting SO much the last few weeks. It puts so much pressure on me and I dont know what to do about it. I try and try but he doesn't think I am trying and just..ugh! It's like quicksand and I can't get out, I just keep sinking deeper and deeper into it. Its so horrible being out of control of my emotions. So the day ended today with an hour and a half phone conversation with me crying. When I got up and looked in the mirror I can mascarra ALL OVER my face. It was crazy!
SO anyways, that's over with. the next big thing is....drum roll please... I GOT MY TAYLOR SWIFT/LADY ANTEBELLUM TICKETS FOR THIS SUMMER!!! AHHH EEEEK <3 :). Haha yeah I know I sound pretty obsessed but COMEON who in their right minds wouldnt want to go. They are amazing! I cannot wait. This will be so amazing! EEK! There is a five day country concert thing-a-ma-gigger going on where I live. Weeeellll not where I live exactly, but I like on an island so everything is really close together, Yay PEI ;) ANYWHO the concerts are taking place in cavendish and i can't wait it is going to be the best experiance EVERRRR! Get your tickets now if you havent all ready because they're going FAST!
Also, other news. I need to get a root canal. EW!? I know right! The nurse person was like "It won't even hurt at all because technology is so much better these days" THAT DOESNT HELP ME STOP BEING SCARED OUT OF MY MIND! I have a fear of needles and dentists and such things related. I cry still...and I'm almost seventeen. haha.
ALSSSOOO. Come this sunday it will be EXACTLY ONE MONTH until I turn SEVENTEEN! This is so exciting! Big Party HERE I COME! ;) Haha probably not though. I'll probably have like three friends over and make supper. Something like that haha. It'll probably be really boring. Oh well, BRING ON THE PRESENTS :P
GUESS WHAT! I get my Licence In ONEE month! My dad and brother and step dad like to kid that I'm a horrible driver but I'm actually quite good! My mom stands up for me (she's the one I mostly drive with!) so with her on my side I think I'm okay. I jsut can't wait to be able to drive around all by myself!!!! Frig there is SO much to be excited for the next few months, birthday, licence, I get my dicount card at work(you get it if you've worked there for six months) the concerts in canvendish and SO MUCH MORE! I'll keep you posted.
I'll write again soon.
P.s: You Rock!
xoxo
Janna
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Today.
Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
haha yes
When were you on the phone last and with who?
today at lunch, and with my dad
I bet you missed someone today?
Not really
What did you do today?
I woke up beside my best friend after a hilarious sleepover, then lounged around the house until about 3pm, went to town with mom :), bought a really pretty shirt at wal-mart, then went towork, then came home, lounged some more, then did this! :)
Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
meh maybe....
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
yes ;(
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends on why messed up their first chance!
When is the last time you saw your sister(s)?
I don't have any sisters :(
Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Jay Leno!! :)
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now?
my boyfriend
What are you doing this weekend?
this weekend is almost over, so pretty much nothing, next weekend though, HALIFAX :)
Are you an alcoholic?
no, but I like to drink
Do you like to sleep?
love too
Do you live near your best friend?
yes :) three roads away!
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
depends
What are you doing right now?
this, about to go to sleep!
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes I have
Have you faced any of your fears lately?
not really, I should though!
What is the closest thing to you that is green?
a blanket
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
yes...
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Quite a few people
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
kinda.
Have you ever felt replaced?
many many times :(
Are you a jealous person?
try not to be, but it can sometimes be stronger than my will
Is anyone else in the room with you?
no
Are relationships ever worth it?
for the most part
Reason for the last tear shed?
Frustrated.
Currently wanting to see anyone?
No.
Are you wearing a ring?
Nope
What do you hear?
The sound of my cousin snoring from the living room couch
Will you regret your next kiss?
no
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to?
My mom, My Bestfriend.
Are you ever afraid to be yourself?
Not for the most part
Is any part of you sad at all?
yes
Is there someone that's always there for you, no matter what?
yes
How do you feel when someone kisses you on your forehead?
welll it dependas who the person is
Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
yes, quite often, I really shouldn't...
Is there someone you will never forget?
yea
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
yea
Is there a girl you would do anything for?
yes
Is there something you want to say to someone but can't?
yes.... :(
Did anything annoy you today?
nope..other than my brother
Will you be up before 7 AM tomorrow?
no
Do you think two people can last forever?
yes but its not a common thing
Do you cry a lot?
yes
Does love always hurt?
yes, unless its real love
Do you think they miss you?
who's they
Does it bother you when people get drunk?
no
Do you laugh a lot?
yea
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
yea, I can't wear socks though, unless i'm feeeezing!
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
yes
Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?
yea
Would you rather move to New York city or a small town no one has heard of?
NEW YORK CITY <3
How long can you hold your breath for?
unno
What's in your purse usually?
oh god practically everything
Is your name a common name?
bob
If you were given the ability to fly where would be the first place you'd go?
patrick swayze's grave
How long does it take you to get ready?
depends how good I wanna look :P
Say your bestfriend kisses your boyfriend, what do you do to her?
idk, because that'd never happen
Would you rather lose your bestfriend or the last person you kissed?
tough choice, but my bestfriend has been there for me since grade three-four.
Was 2009 a good year for you?
yeah I suppose
What do you think of women who strip to support their children?
theres other ways.
Why do boys find it necessary to lie?
bc they're stupid? :) haha kidding boys!
Has anything upset you in the past week?
yes.
What is your favorite color out of these 5: Green, yellow, blue, pink, or red?
Pink, then yellow, then blue, then greed, then red.
Today, would you rather go forward a week or back a week?
forward
Do you currently have any bite marks or hickeys on your neck?
EWW no!!
Are you ticklish?
oh...hehe...umm...lol...NO....;)
Who's the last girl to say I love you?
my mommaa ;)
Anyone crushing on you?
my boyfriend?
If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
I was a girl guide back in the day ;)
Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
sleep.
Can you do splits?
ouch, not quite
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
8-9
haha yes
When were you on the phone last and with who?
today at lunch, and with my dad
I bet you missed someone today?
Not really
What did you do today?
I woke up beside my best friend after a hilarious sleepover, then lounged around the house until about 3pm, went to town with mom :), bought a really pretty shirt at wal-mart, then went towork, then came home, lounged some more, then did this! :)
Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
meh maybe....
Are you slowly drifting away from someone?
yes ;(
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends on why messed up their first chance!
When is the last time you saw your sister(s)?
I don't have any sisters :(
Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Jay Leno!! :)
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now?
my boyfriend
What are you doing this weekend?
this weekend is almost over, so pretty much nothing, next weekend though, HALIFAX :)
Are you an alcoholic?
no, but I like to drink
Do you like to sleep?
love too
Do you live near your best friend?
yes :) three roads away!
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
depends
What are you doing right now?
this, about to go to sleep!
Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes I have
Have you faced any of your fears lately?
not really, I should though!
What is the closest thing to you that is green?
a blanket
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
yes...
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
Quite a few people
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
kinda.
Have you ever felt replaced?
many many times :(
Are you a jealous person?
try not to be, but it can sometimes be stronger than my will
Is anyone else in the room with you?
no
Are relationships ever worth it?
for the most part
Reason for the last tear shed?
Frustrated.
Currently wanting to see anyone?
No.
Are you wearing a ring?
Nope
What do you hear?
The sound of my cousin snoring from the living room couch
Will you regret your next kiss?
no
Who do you feel most comfortable talking to?
My mom, My Bestfriend.
Are you ever afraid to be yourself?
Not for the most part
Is any part of you sad at all?
yes
Is there someone that's always there for you, no matter what?
yes
How do you feel when someone kisses you on your forehead?
welll it dependas who the person is
Do you tell people you're okay when you're really not?
yes, quite often, I really shouldn't...
Is there someone you will never forget?
yea
Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
yea
Is there a girl you would do anything for?
yes
Is there something you want to say to someone but can't?
yes.... :(
Did anything annoy you today?
nope..other than my brother
Will you be up before 7 AM tomorrow?
no
Do you think two people can last forever?
yes but its not a common thing
Do you cry a lot?
yes
Does love always hurt?
yes, unless its real love
Do you think they miss you?
who's they
Does it bother you when people get drunk?
no
Do you laugh a lot?
yea
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
yea, I can't wear socks though, unless i'm feeeezing!
Is there someone you don't ever want to be out of your life?
yes
Do you swear to tell the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth?
yea
Would you rather move to New York city or a small town no one has heard of?
NEW YORK CITY <3
How long can you hold your breath for?
unno
What's in your purse usually?
oh god practically everything
Is your name a common name?
bob
If you were given the ability to fly where would be the first place you'd go?
patrick swayze's grave
How long does it take you to get ready?
depends how good I wanna look :P
Say your bestfriend kisses your boyfriend, what do you do to her?
idk, because that'd never happen
Would you rather lose your bestfriend or the last person you kissed?
tough choice, but my bestfriend has been there for me since grade three-four.
Was 2009 a good year for you?
yeah I suppose
What do you think of women who strip to support their children?
theres other ways.
Why do boys find it necessary to lie?
bc they're stupid? :) haha kidding boys!
Has anything upset you in the past week?
yes.
What is your favorite color out of these 5: Green, yellow, blue, pink, or red?
Pink, then yellow, then blue, then greed, then red.
Today, would you rather go forward a week or back a week?
forward
Do you currently have any bite marks or hickeys on your neck?
EWW no!!
Are you ticklish?
oh...hehe...umm...lol...NO....;)
Who's the last girl to say I love you?
my mommaa ;)
Anyone crushing on you?
my boyfriend?
If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
I was a girl guide back in the day ;)
Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
sleep.
Can you do splits?
ouch, not quite
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
8-9
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Today. CTV @ TOSH.
Today. What is happening today? Well, Today is the day CTV comes to my school to do live coverage of our school spirit for Olympian Heather Moyse. She graduated from our high school, there for we are huge supporters. Today I was maybe seen on tv across the country. But i'm not so sure that happened. Then energy is AAAMAZING. Nothing can compare. I'm starting to get a headache and lose my voice!! It's soo instense!
What also happened today and that my "best friend" ignored me and when I'd ask her a question she'd make a annoyed face at me and then smirk to another friend. I feel ignored and unwanted. I feel like she thinks I'm just a tag-along, I'm a year younger but still, I'm not that bad. Like GRR. I'm also going to scream. Why do People have to treat others like crap!? Whatever i'm not going to let it ruin my day, I mean, Come on!! CTV IS AT MY SCHOOL, THREE OAKS SENIOR HIGH. I should be freaking out like the rest of my peers! But instead I'm sulking over a fight that didnt even happen, just a look and a smirk that set me off into the world of cranky. Today. Today I am cranky. It's not even lunch time yet and my day sucks.
But ANYWAYS let me tell you about the whole "CTV AT MY SCHOOL" thing. Okay well, I told you how Heather Moyse used to live on PEI and go to my high school. She is in the Bobsled competition in the olympics in Vancouver. She is SO pretty, and I hear shes very nice too! Go google her to find out more about her if you want. ANYWAYS, Our school is one of the five locations either in canada or in the maritimes (I think its in canada) But anyways to host one of these things. 1000++ people are in the gymnasium and we're all screaming and Chanting "We Believe" its pretty cool!! EVERYONE, and I mean everyone (even if its a little tiny bit) Has red and white on! Together we look like one big Canadian Flag. :)
Being in this big HUGE crowd of people is amazing. The energy and the spirit would make anyone believe we are huge supporters of the olymipics. I've watched only a little bit of it. :P. Sure I want Canada to rise above all other countries and succeed (and win the most medals!!) but you can only watch so much of the olymics! TIME TO GO THOUGH, I'll post pictures later! GO HEATHER GO! GO CANADA GO!
What also happened today and that my "best friend" ignored me and when I'd ask her a question she'd make a annoyed face at me and then smirk to another friend. I feel ignored and unwanted. I feel like she thinks I'm just a tag-along, I'm a year younger but still, I'm not that bad. Like GRR. I'm also going to scream. Why do People have to treat others like crap!? Whatever i'm not going to let it ruin my day, I mean, Come on!! CTV IS AT MY SCHOOL, THREE OAKS SENIOR HIGH. I should be freaking out like the rest of my peers! But instead I'm sulking over a fight that didnt even happen, just a look and a smirk that set me off into the world of cranky. Today. Today I am cranky. It's not even lunch time yet and my day sucks.
But ANYWAYS let me tell you about the whole "CTV AT MY SCHOOL" thing. Okay well, I told you how Heather Moyse used to live on PEI and go to my high school. She is in the Bobsled competition in the olympics in Vancouver. She is SO pretty, and I hear shes very nice too! Go google her to find out more about her if you want. ANYWAYS, Our school is one of the five locations either in canada or in the maritimes (I think its in canada) But anyways to host one of these things. 1000++ people are in the gymnasium and we're all screaming and Chanting "We Believe" its pretty cool!! EVERYONE, and I mean everyone (even if its a little tiny bit) Has red and white on! Together we look like one big Canadian Flag. :)
Being in this big HUGE crowd of people is amazing. The energy and the spirit would make anyone believe we are huge supporters of the olymipics. I've watched only a little bit of it. :P. Sure I want Canada to rise above all other countries and succeed (and win the most medals!!) but you can only watch so much of the olymics! TIME TO GO THOUGH, I'll post pictures later! GO HEATHER GO! GO CANADA GO!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Music is Magic.
Well today, instead of going to school, I have a snow day. Great time to study for my Canadian Law test and do my biology/math homework. Also to make a blog entry. It has been four days since my last entry, and a new one is long overdue.
Ever listen to a love song and feel something special. You might not be in a relationship or even in love for that matter but for three to four minutes you feel like a miracle. Even if your in a relationship right now but you know he's not the one, you can always listen to a song and know you'll find "HIM" someday. Like you could fly or like prince charming could be just around the corner. Something that special was made for a reason. I know my last blog was titled "My escape" but my TRUE escape is music. It makes everything okay in the world. Only for a short time but it's SO worth it! Music is Magic. No two ways about it.
Wanna hear about my valentines day? OKAY. Well, I got up and around 10am my mom gave me this little box of chocolates and told me she loved me. Then around 3pm I got ready. I wore this pretty pink shirt with sparkles and a black sweater thing on top of that (The pink and black looked good together) along with a long necklace and jeans. My hair was wavy and I was feeling good about myself. I put my makeup on and I felt beautiful. It's never about looking good for him. It's always about looking good for myself. I don't mean to sound bad but, it's how I am. I wanna put myself first. Yes some people rank above me, but my boyfriend, no.
Anyways, my mom drove me into town around a quarter after four. I got to his house at about five and we stayed there till five thirty. Then we took a five minute walk to the nearby theatre to see the movie "Valentines Day". It was such a good movie! Then we walked back to his place, stayed there watching the olympics for an hour and then I went home. It was a great night. To top it all off he gave me a dozen roses. and not just the average red ones. They were pink,orange,yellow and white. They were so pretty!
Sure everything was great that night but I feel like soemthing went off in me that night. Like a buzzer of somesort. Now, i'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing, but it gives/gave me an erie feeling. I keep thinking about it. I know me and him probably will not end up together in some fairy tale ending, but for now it's nice. It's enjoyable. And for that fact I'm not going to try and find out what the buzzer was for. I'll let the answer come to me. When that time comes i'll act on it, but for now, it's nothing important.
Today my friend asked me to come to dinner with her sunday night for her birthday supper. Sunday is my youngest brothers birthday, and we've been planning a party for him for about two months now. When I told her I couldn't go she didn't get mad, but she didn't get sad, she just got sorta quiet(er). I really wanted to go but my baby brother is one of the most important people in my life. His 2nd birthday is a one time thing and I am NOT missing it! So we'll see how that goes over...
Well I'm going to wrap this up. I'll pick up later where I left off. Isn't that what life's about? Picking up where you left off? Time to go. Don't let life stand in the way of what you want. <3
Ever listen to a love song and feel something special. You might not be in a relationship or even in love for that matter but for three to four minutes you feel like a miracle. Even if your in a relationship right now but you know he's not the one, you can always listen to a song and know you'll find "HIM" someday. Like you could fly or like prince charming could be just around the corner. Something that special was made for a reason. I know my last blog was titled "My escape" but my TRUE escape is music. It makes everything okay in the world. Only for a short time but it's SO worth it! Music is Magic. No two ways about it.
Wanna hear about my valentines day? OKAY. Well, I got up and around 10am my mom gave me this little box of chocolates and told me she loved me. Then around 3pm I got ready. I wore this pretty pink shirt with sparkles and a black sweater thing on top of that (The pink and black looked good together) along with a long necklace and jeans. My hair was wavy and I was feeling good about myself. I put my makeup on and I felt beautiful. It's never about looking good for him. It's always about looking good for myself. I don't mean to sound bad but, it's how I am. I wanna put myself first. Yes some people rank above me, but my boyfriend, no.
Anyways, my mom drove me into town around a quarter after four. I got to his house at about five and we stayed there till five thirty. Then we took a five minute walk to the nearby theatre to see the movie "Valentines Day". It was such a good movie! Then we walked back to his place, stayed there watching the olympics for an hour and then I went home. It was a great night. To top it all off he gave me a dozen roses. and not just the average red ones. They were pink,orange,yellow and white. They were so pretty!
Sure everything was great that night but I feel like soemthing went off in me that night. Like a buzzer of somesort. Now, i'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing, but it gives/gave me an erie feeling. I keep thinking about it. I know me and him probably will not end up together in some fairy tale ending, but for now it's nice. It's enjoyable. And for that fact I'm not going to try and find out what the buzzer was for. I'll let the answer come to me. When that time comes i'll act on it, but for now, it's nothing important.
Today my friend asked me to come to dinner with her sunday night for her birthday supper. Sunday is my youngest brothers birthday, and we've been planning a party for him for about two months now. When I told her I couldn't go she didn't get mad, but she didn't get sad, she just got sorta quiet(er). I really wanted to go but my baby brother is one of the most important people in my life. His 2nd birthday is a one time thing and I am NOT missing it! So we'll see how that goes over...
Well I'm going to wrap this up. I'll pick up later where I left off. Isn't that what life's about? Picking up where you left off? Time to go. Don't let life stand in the way of what you want. <3
Saturday, February 13, 2010
My Escape.
Okay so... here it is. My blog. What could a blog resemble? A life story, a persons thoughts, a persons feelings, an escape. What? A way to express things and tell them to the world. To introduce yourself to people without having them really meet you. To make them feel like, in a sense, they know you. Letting go of yourself is scary, and that's why I'm having second thoughts about this thing. This "thing" being this blog.
So, how should I start this? I go everyday unsure of who I am. There are so many things I wanna do and so many places I wanna go, but so many people and things are stopping me. There is this whole other person I wanna be and show people but I can't. I just, can't. So I guess this is going to be my escape. This place I can go to tell people (or no one) how I feel and how I wish things could be.
I wish things could be different. I wish things could be amazing, like a miracle. Only different. I know I'm probably making no sense to you, but It all makes sense to me. And that, is all that matters. Of coarse this is MY escape right, not yours, right?
So, lets see. Let me tell you about myself. I`m a sixteen year old girl who has this big dream to making it big in the singing industry. I have two younger brothers, who I love with, along with my mom and her boyfriend of like, seven years I think? oh! and i have two cats, ozzy and blossom. My dad lives 45 minutes away with his wife (as of five months ago) and along with that marriage came two step-brothers. My life is anything but normal, but i've excepted it, mostly unwillingly.
Living on Prince Edward Island, Canada, is very unexciting. I plan to move to Toronto as soon as possible, but god only knows when and if that'll happen. I like excitement, and new experiances. I want to LIVE. Like fully live. I have a boyfriend too, did I mention that? Yeah, Zack. He wants the opposite of me. He wants to live with me right after high school. He wants to get married and have kids before we turn twenty-five, or around there at least. I want to live with friend, not know whats going to happen tomorrow, live without knowing. I don't know, I just don't want to plan my life out. The most I plan out if I even plan it out is for a week at most.
Well....I think i'm going to bring this to an end. My first blog entry I mean. I have to go to work. I work at a supermarket. Very fancy eh? Oh well it's fine for now, I live in a small town, it's very limited. Anyways, I'll tell you about that another time. For now, I'll leave you with this. Do we ever know exactly what we want, or do we just think we do?
Janna.
So, how should I start this? I go everyday unsure of who I am. There are so many things I wanna do and so many places I wanna go, but so many people and things are stopping me. There is this whole other person I wanna be and show people but I can't. I just, can't. So I guess this is going to be my escape. This place I can go to tell people (or no one) how I feel and how I wish things could be.
I wish things could be different. I wish things could be amazing, like a miracle. Only different. I know I'm probably making no sense to you, but It all makes sense to me. And that, is all that matters. Of coarse this is MY escape right, not yours, right?
So, lets see. Let me tell you about myself. I`m a sixteen year old girl who has this big dream to making it big in the singing industry. I have two younger brothers, who I love with, along with my mom and her boyfriend of like, seven years I think? oh! and i have two cats, ozzy and blossom. My dad lives 45 minutes away with his wife (as of five months ago) and along with that marriage came two step-brothers. My life is anything but normal, but i've excepted it, mostly unwillingly.
Living on Prince Edward Island, Canada, is very unexciting. I plan to move to Toronto as soon as possible, but god only knows when and if that'll happen. I like excitement, and new experiances. I want to LIVE. Like fully live. I have a boyfriend too, did I mention that? Yeah, Zack. He wants the opposite of me. He wants to live with me right after high school. He wants to get married and have kids before we turn twenty-five, or around there at least. I want to live with friend, not know whats going to happen tomorrow, live without knowing. I don't know, I just don't want to plan my life out. The most I plan out if I even plan it out is for a week at most.
Well....I think i'm going to bring this to an end. My first blog entry I mean. I have to go to work. I work at a supermarket. Very fancy eh? Oh well it's fine for now, I live in a small town, it's very limited. Anyways, I'll tell you about that another time. For now, I'll leave you with this. Do we ever know exactly what we want, or do we just think we do?
Janna.
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