Today. What is happening today? Well, Today is the day CTV comes to my school to do live coverage of our school spirit for Olympian Heather Moyse. She graduated from our high school, there for we are huge supporters. Today I was maybe seen on tv across the country. But i'm not so sure that happened. Then energy is AAAMAZING. Nothing can compare. I'm starting to get a headache and lose my voice!! It's soo instense!
What also happened today and that my "best friend" ignored me and when I'd ask her a question she'd make a annoyed face at me and then smirk to another friend. I feel ignored and unwanted. I feel like she thinks I'm just a tag-along, I'm a year younger but still, I'm not that bad. Like GRR. I'm also going to scream. Why do People have to treat others like crap!? Whatever i'm not going to let it ruin my day, I mean, Come on!! CTV IS AT MY SCHOOL, THREE OAKS SENIOR HIGH. I should be freaking out like the rest of my peers! But instead I'm sulking over a fight that didnt even happen, just a look and a smirk that set me off into the world of cranky. Today. Today I am cranky. It's not even lunch time yet and my day sucks.
But ANYWAYS let me tell you about the whole "CTV AT MY SCHOOL" thing. Okay well, I told you how Heather Moyse used to live on PEI and go to my high school. She is in the Bobsled competition in the olympics in Vancouver. She is SO pretty, and I hear shes very nice too! Go google her to find out more about her if you want. ANYWAYS, Our school is one of the five locations either in canada or in the maritimes (I think its in canada) But anyways to host one of these things. 1000++ people are in the gymnasium and we're all screaming and Chanting "We Believe" its pretty cool!! EVERYONE, and I mean everyone (even if its a little tiny bit) Has red and white on! Together we look like one big Canadian Flag. :)
Being in this big HUGE crowd of people is amazing. The energy and the spirit would make anyone believe we are huge supporters of the olymipics. I've watched only a little bit of it. :P. Sure I want Canada to rise above all other countries and succeed (and win the most medals!!) but you can only watch so much of the olymics! TIME TO GO THOUGH, I'll post pictures later! GO HEATHER GO! GO CANADA GO!
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Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Music is Magic.
Well today, instead of going to school, I have a snow day. Great time to study for my Canadian Law test and do my biology/math homework. Also to make a blog entry. It has been four days since my last entry, and a new one is long overdue.
Ever listen to a love song and feel something special. You might not be in a relationship or even in love for that matter but for three to four minutes you feel like a miracle. Even if your in a relationship right now but you know he's not the one, you can always listen to a song and know you'll find "HIM" someday. Like you could fly or like prince charming could be just around the corner. Something that special was made for a reason. I know my last blog was titled "My escape" but my TRUE escape is music. It makes everything okay in the world. Only for a short time but it's SO worth it! Music is Magic. No two ways about it.
Wanna hear about my valentines day? OKAY. Well, I got up and around 10am my mom gave me this little box of chocolates and told me she loved me. Then around 3pm I got ready. I wore this pretty pink shirt with sparkles and a black sweater thing on top of that (The pink and black looked good together) along with a long necklace and jeans. My hair was wavy and I was feeling good about myself. I put my makeup on and I felt beautiful. It's never about looking good for him. It's always about looking good for myself. I don't mean to sound bad but, it's how I am. I wanna put myself first. Yes some people rank above me, but my boyfriend, no.
Anyways, my mom drove me into town around a quarter after four. I got to his house at about five and we stayed there till five thirty. Then we took a five minute walk to the nearby theatre to see the movie "Valentines Day". It was such a good movie! Then we walked back to his place, stayed there watching the olympics for an hour and then I went home. It was a great night. To top it all off he gave me a dozen roses. and not just the average red ones. They were pink,orange,yellow and white. They were so pretty!
Sure everything was great that night but I feel like soemthing went off in me that night. Like a buzzer of somesort. Now, i'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing, but it gives/gave me an erie feeling. I keep thinking about it. I know me and him probably will not end up together in some fairy tale ending, but for now it's nice. It's enjoyable. And for that fact I'm not going to try and find out what the buzzer was for. I'll let the answer come to me. When that time comes i'll act on it, but for now, it's nothing important.
Today my friend asked me to come to dinner with her sunday night for her birthday supper. Sunday is my youngest brothers birthday, and we've been planning a party for him for about two months now. When I told her I couldn't go she didn't get mad, but she didn't get sad, she just got sorta quiet(er). I really wanted to go but my baby brother is one of the most important people in my life. His 2nd birthday is a one time thing and I am NOT missing it! So we'll see how that goes over...
Well I'm going to wrap this up. I'll pick up later where I left off. Isn't that what life's about? Picking up where you left off? Time to go. Don't let life stand in the way of what you want. <3
Ever listen to a love song and feel something special. You might not be in a relationship or even in love for that matter but for three to four minutes you feel like a miracle. Even if your in a relationship right now but you know he's not the one, you can always listen to a song and know you'll find "HIM" someday. Like you could fly or like prince charming could be just around the corner. Something that special was made for a reason. I know my last blog was titled "My escape" but my TRUE escape is music. It makes everything okay in the world. Only for a short time but it's SO worth it! Music is Magic. No two ways about it.
Wanna hear about my valentines day? OKAY. Well, I got up and around 10am my mom gave me this little box of chocolates and told me she loved me. Then around 3pm I got ready. I wore this pretty pink shirt with sparkles and a black sweater thing on top of that (The pink and black looked good together) along with a long necklace and jeans. My hair was wavy and I was feeling good about myself. I put my makeup on and I felt beautiful. It's never about looking good for him. It's always about looking good for myself. I don't mean to sound bad but, it's how I am. I wanna put myself first. Yes some people rank above me, but my boyfriend, no.
Anyways, my mom drove me into town around a quarter after four. I got to his house at about five and we stayed there till five thirty. Then we took a five minute walk to the nearby theatre to see the movie "Valentines Day". It was such a good movie! Then we walked back to his place, stayed there watching the olympics for an hour and then I went home. It was a great night. To top it all off he gave me a dozen roses. and not just the average red ones. They were pink,orange,yellow and white. They were so pretty!
Sure everything was great that night but I feel like soemthing went off in me that night. Like a buzzer of somesort. Now, i'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing, but it gives/gave me an erie feeling. I keep thinking about it. I know me and him probably will not end up together in some fairy tale ending, but for now it's nice. It's enjoyable. And for that fact I'm not going to try and find out what the buzzer was for. I'll let the answer come to me. When that time comes i'll act on it, but for now, it's nothing important.
Today my friend asked me to come to dinner with her sunday night for her birthday supper. Sunday is my youngest brothers birthday, and we've been planning a party for him for about two months now. When I told her I couldn't go she didn't get mad, but she didn't get sad, she just got sorta quiet(er). I really wanted to go but my baby brother is one of the most important people in my life. His 2nd birthday is a one time thing and I am NOT missing it! So we'll see how that goes over...
Well I'm going to wrap this up. I'll pick up later where I left off. Isn't that what life's about? Picking up where you left off? Time to go. Don't let life stand in the way of what you want. <3
Saturday, February 13, 2010
My Escape.
Okay so... here it is. My blog. What could a blog resemble? A life story, a persons thoughts, a persons feelings, an escape. What? A way to express things and tell them to the world. To introduce yourself to people without having them really meet you. To make them feel like, in a sense, they know you. Letting go of yourself is scary, and that's why I'm having second thoughts about this thing. This "thing" being this blog.
So, how should I start this? I go everyday unsure of who I am. There are so many things I wanna do and so many places I wanna go, but so many people and things are stopping me. There is this whole other person I wanna be and show people but I can't. I just, can't. So I guess this is going to be my escape. This place I can go to tell people (or no one) how I feel and how I wish things could be.
I wish things could be different. I wish things could be amazing, like a miracle. Only different. I know I'm probably making no sense to you, but It all makes sense to me. And that, is all that matters. Of coarse this is MY escape right, not yours, right?
So, lets see. Let me tell you about myself. I`m a sixteen year old girl who has this big dream to making it big in the singing industry. I have two younger brothers, who I love with, along with my mom and her boyfriend of like, seven years I think? oh! and i have two cats, ozzy and blossom. My dad lives 45 minutes away with his wife (as of five months ago) and along with that marriage came two step-brothers. My life is anything but normal, but i've excepted it, mostly unwillingly.
Living on Prince Edward Island, Canada, is very unexciting. I plan to move to Toronto as soon as possible, but god only knows when and if that'll happen. I like excitement, and new experiances. I want to LIVE. Like fully live. I have a boyfriend too, did I mention that? Yeah, Zack. He wants the opposite of me. He wants to live with me right after high school. He wants to get married and have kids before we turn twenty-five, or around there at least. I want to live with friend, not know whats going to happen tomorrow, live without knowing. I don't know, I just don't want to plan my life out. The most I plan out if I even plan it out is for a week at most.
Well....I think i'm going to bring this to an end. My first blog entry I mean. I have to go to work. I work at a supermarket. Very fancy eh? Oh well it's fine for now, I live in a small town, it's very limited. Anyways, I'll tell you about that another time. For now, I'll leave you with this. Do we ever know exactly what we want, or do we just think we do?
Janna.
So, how should I start this? I go everyday unsure of who I am. There are so many things I wanna do and so many places I wanna go, but so many people and things are stopping me. There is this whole other person I wanna be and show people but I can't. I just, can't. So I guess this is going to be my escape. This place I can go to tell people (or no one) how I feel and how I wish things could be.
I wish things could be different. I wish things could be amazing, like a miracle. Only different. I know I'm probably making no sense to you, but It all makes sense to me. And that, is all that matters. Of coarse this is MY escape right, not yours, right?
So, lets see. Let me tell you about myself. I`m a sixteen year old girl who has this big dream to making it big in the singing industry. I have two younger brothers, who I love with, along with my mom and her boyfriend of like, seven years I think? oh! and i have two cats, ozzy and blossom. My dad lives 45 minutes away with his wife (as of five months ago) and along with that marriage came two step-brothers. My life is anything but normal, but i've excepted it, mostly unwillingly.
Living on Prince Edward Island, Canada, is very unexciting. I plan to move to Toronto as soon as possible, but god only knows when and if that'll happen. I like excitement, and new experiances. I want to LIVE. Like fully live. I have a boyfriend too, did I mention that? Yeah, Zack. He wants the opposite of me. He wants to live with me right after high school. He wants to get married and have kids before we turn twenty-five, or around there at least. I want to live with friend, not know whats going to happen tomorrow, live without knowing. I don't know, I just don't want to plan my life out. The most I plan out if I even plan it out is for a week at most.
Well....I think i'm going to bring this to an end. My first blog entry I mean. I have to go to work. I work at a supermarket. Very fancy eh? Oh well it's fine for now, I live in a small town, it's very limited. Anyways, I'll tell you about that another time. For now, I'll leave you with this. Do we ever know exactly what we want, or do we just think we do?
Janna.
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