Music is Magic.

Well today, instead of going to school, I have a snow day. Great time to study for my Canadian Law test and do my biology/math homework. Also to make a blog entry. It has been four days since my last entry, and a new one is long overdue.

Ever listen to a love song and feel something special. You might not be in a relationship or even in love for that matter but for three to four minutes you feel like a miracle. Even if your in a relationship right now but you know he's not the one, you can always listen to a song and know you'll find "HIM" someday. Like you could fly or like prince charming could be just around the corner. Something that special was made for a reason. I know my last blog was titled "My escape" but my TRUE escape is music. It makes everything okay in the world. Only for a short time but it's SO worth it! Music is Magic. No two ways about it.

Wanna hear about my valentines day? OKAY. Well, I got up and around 10am my mom gave me this little box of chocolates and told me she loved me. Then around 3pm I got ready. I wore this pretty pink shirt with sparkles and a black sweater thing on top of that (The pink and black looked good together) along with a long necklace and jeans. My hair was wavy and I was feeling good about myself. I put my makeup on and I felt beautiful. It's never about looking good for him. It's always about looking good for myself. I don't mean to sound bad but, it's how I am. I wanna put myself first. Yes some people rank above me, but my boyfriend, no.

Anyways, my mom drove me into town around a quarter after four. I got to his house at about five and we stayed there till five thirty. Then we took a five minute walk to the nearby theatre to see the movie "Valentines Day". It was such a good movie! Then we walked back to his place, stayed there watching the olympics for an hour and then I went home. It was a great night. To top it all off he gave me a dozen roses. and not just the average red ones. They were pink,orange,yellow and white. They were so pretty!

Sure everything was great that night but I feel like soemthing went off in me that night. Like a buzzer of somesort. Now, i'm not sure if this is a good thing or a bad thing, but it gives/gave me an erie feeling. I keep thinking about it. I know me and him probably will not end up together in some fairy tale ending, but for now it's nice. It's enjoyable. And for that fact I'm not going to try and find out what the buzzer was for. I'll let the answer come to me. When that time comes i'll act on it, but for now, it's nothing important.

Today my friend asked me to come to dinner with her sunday night for her birthday supper. Sunday is my youngest brothers birthday, and we've been planning a party for him for about two months now. When I told her I couldn't go she didn't get mad, but she didn't get sad, she just got sorta quiet(er). I really wanted to go but my baby brother is one of the most important people in my life. His 2nd birthday is a one time thing and I am NOT missing it! So we'll see how that goes over...

Well I'm going to wrap this up. I'll pick up later where I left off. Isn't that what life's about? Picking up where you left off? Time to go. Don't let life stand in the way of what you want. <3